highest point .

2010-02-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

HI IM NO LONGER GONA UPDATE BLOGGER ANYMORE. MAYBE JUST FOR NOW. TUMBLR WOULD BE GREAT. ASK ME FOR IT :) XOXOXO MWAH

2010-02-13T22:04:00.000+08:00

woooohoooo its th eve of cny! im super excited for tmrw :) ka-chingzzzz coming right up to me babyyy heh and yay to my new change of blogskin. and not to forget its Valentines tmrw :) SO HAPPY CNY AND VAL'S DAY EVERYONE I LUV EVERYONE OF YOU MWAH! <3

2010-02-11T22:24:00.001+08:00

we were tiredddddddd

hahahahahaha sucha nice picture ;p

my hair looks so brown and...messy hehe

spent my wednesday afternoon on pet rocket which was super fun!! did th rocke thingy with zarifah and shifa hehehe we're awesome (Y) then went down to th fields to launch it. we all got wet which was th FUN PART hahaha ok i sounded so jakon.. but wtv our rocket is cooool it flew like 360degrees :) went back to ava then had theory.. k i didnt regret going at all! aft th whole rocket session went down to th vending machine to buy milo but i realise i didnt have any coins so started th whole begging thg haha. so after asking around finally got enough coins to buy but IDIOTIC HAFIZ JUST HAD TO SNATCH AWAY MY 10CENTS!! then my phone dropped -.- tyvm eh fatassss so went home while in th bus saw hirzi walking outside hahaha ok today is great ^^

i feel stupid today ): ahhhhh i hate my a math and e math marks suckyyyy much -.- ok forget it i shall do better for ct1. had emath remedial aft sch did some ws then off to bowling. was rather late haha what's new? pick up pocket shots, 7 and 10 pins :) and idk why but im attracted to guys who wears white specs hahaha ok dont ask me why just shuddap. bestie shld noe who ^^ nono, not mojo, th other one :) then stayed behind to watch some bowl games was so fun cheering esp hedhir's lil bro, hafiy so cute can! th cheeks ahhh really very tempting to squeeze.. k after bowling was fun during bowling was not.

and yay tmrw th lion dancers are gona turn up right infront of 2e3 :) we won for class deco!! woohoooo k like i got do anyth only -.- hehehe then must go around blocks give out orange -.- why no half day?!?! grrr... i think tmrw would be another boring day dont you think so?

2010-02-09T22:58:00.000+08:00

i am so tak tahu malu treating th place like my home ;p hahaha k i was tired from walking all around town with FILZAHHHH <3 after meeting up with pj and dhiya :) bought a 20 buxx shoes so cheap right!! i will always get to see greatawesomethings with greatawesomeprices when im out with filzah hehehe :)

had a maths test today and i am gona faaaaaail sucha killer paper! there wasnt enuf time to finish la damn paper -.- so only did 3 out of 6 ques which means i could only get 12/25 = complete failure! sobzzzz k nvm learn from mistakes :) chey hahaha then had bowling tried out my Jingsaw and i was happy cause it hooked at one point of time but had a phobia afterwards cause *inserts what happen* )-: then had chocolate waffle with dhiya, okok doesnt taste so great ;p

2010-02-02T21:46:00.003+08:00

its been sucha long time since i last blogged thats mainly because i've been too busy.. ok not really but i've been updating more in my tumblr (find it) hahaha :) last week has been rather hectic. bowled 4 days straight yay achievement! haha had lots of hw as per usual -.- oh did i tell you body worlds was freaking awesome! it was so fun in there. me and fea asked mr hamad stupid ques bout th body. aint gona say it out here hahaha was lazy to walk around to find answers to th ws so we begged mr hamad to for th answer key and yeah, what else would you do when you get th asnwer key? ^^ i cant wait for tmrw cause me and sarah are going to serangoon to get our new bowling ball! *inserts many many smiles*

2010-01-24T20:56:00.004+08:00

some of th pics from bowling rest are on facebook ^^ ok this week has been FUN and errr.. studious :) class has been funny and noisy PLUS IRRITATING HUH SOFEA YONGLUN ASYRAF! they kept taking my things and hiding it ]:< esp my phone and wallet! nvm nvm one fine day i will *inserts-plan-A* :) thurs bowling was te-rri-ble ttm ): i cried inside yeah not OUTSIDE. cheer up sarah, dont dwell on it too much ok? <3 so fri was a better day swam with mia nas amirah fea hahaha it was so tiring to play catching in th pool -.- and nas is pathetic in swimming HAHA :) then on sat studied in th clubhouse with mia and nas aft th boring chingay talk. ok i dont wana bore you further so yeah till then.

2010-01-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

i was so pissed for coming late on a MONDAY. like come on, sch starts at 830 and i can be late?! -.- ok wtv then i was late for sth else which resulted shitty lecture. i love chem but i hate th tcher who teaches it. completely th whole chem class would agree that th tcher isnt fit to be one -.- she's bonkers, every single time finding fault with th students when they didnt do anyth wrong?! i pity her so much. she dont have any life AT ALL. yes, prepare to fail chem (Y) -.-

after school, ate lunch then went back home to get changed and get my bowling bag. met sarah in th cab :) after which made our way to uncle james shop to buy a hand guard. they dont have any size for th metal ones ): so i just settled for a normal hand guard which was.. RED IN COLOUR (Y) you wouldnt guess how happy i was. hahaha :) then while walking out from nsrcc we talked bout our marriage plan hahaha ok maybe its a bit too early ;p cabbed to tamp safra for training. tried out th guard and it was awesome :D so final score was 141 -.- k wtv im gonna improve.

oh and i've signed up for this 40 hrs course (application science in Forensics) at singapore poly :) i have a great feeling that its gona turn out fun! <: we'll be working on drugs, dna and stuffs hehe mega cool. mcm CSI like that ;p hehe ok im waiting for sarah to upload our picture spam just now! (Y)

2010-01-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

"Tomorrow will bring, every key to every locked dream"

Okay hello, let me try summing up th whole week into one post. school has been pretty much th same. i have to concentrate more in class, crash all those thoughts+daydreams+sleep away! i wanna work doubly hard this year plus th next :) heh all i remembered this week was having lunch at pizza hut with kira iqa isk marcus&rausyan aft sch. oh yeah on one of th days, me amirah and kira's initial plan was to study but it turn out into madness! me and amirah cant stop crapping and laughing hahaha :)

i <3 hi-5 girls (dhiya sarah bella). okay if your wondering, hi-5 has got nth to do with th number of ppl or wtv its some song we sang when each of us spare/strike hahaha :) must camwhore more horrrrr next week! ;D

anywayyy chingay rehearsals was awesome ;D despite coming LATE for an hour, i still had fun. had lots of games and in between th rehearsal we got hungry and ordered kfc heheh :) but too bad it can only be eaten AFTER th rehearsal ends -.- wasnt full enough so headed to junction 8 macd with hakim and fea. our truth and dare was so so soooo, nevermind. hahaha shocking!

not to forget, on th friday aft a half day of sch (Y) went to sakura international with filzah and pj omg th food there was fingerlickin' good! waitwait, that's kfc.. okay wtv. filzah was being so motherly by helping me cut my lamb chop hahaha and there were many hot waiters there -faints- one of them in particular looks like I. heheh so we stayed for 2 hrs plus almost 3. sorry pj you had to finish up every single food that i coudnt finish. i <3 sakura, dont mind going there again but come to think of th price, 27 buxx?!?! but its worth it.

okay im tired. tennis made me tire out so easily. my stamina is really damn bad, someone! gym with me or sth sooon <3>

2010-01-11T23:45:00.003+08:00

THAT REALLY SUCKS, OH FUCK. WTV IM SORRY.

2010-01-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

weekends are here! now it's time to catch up on my beribu-ribu hw that's piling up and sleep more :) oh wait, not tmrw O: stupid flag day had to ruin it all. first and second day of sch was boring, nth much happen. same goes for wed, it was all introduction, goal setting, and everyth that wasnt related to studying :)

ppl used to tell me Amaths was much easier then Emaths. i did not believe it at first, but now, i started to feel th same way too. had diagnostic test for both but i felt i did better in Amaths hahaha weird okay i'll get used to it. i dislike malay but i LOVEEEEEEE ( see how i stress on th 'e' ) th lessons hahaha. cikgu cant stop making us laugh like a minute we're serious, and th next thg you knew it th whole class are laughing hysterically.

i hate th fact that now, there would be more lisan=more TALKING! (yes, in malay) i'll die for sureeeee :/ today had physics and ms ho did some tricky experiment which was megasupercoolio! hahaha next was a maths, managed to do th ques. th hw was crazy! 200 ques of algebra -.- yesyes i better start doing it. eng had to write essay -.- then it was s.s. rather interesting haha. finally it was th last period! during f.t was being called out then had some talk with ms safura. she's super nice! heh :)

i guess that's my first week of sch. there's more but im lazy to go on so yeah back to Amaths. lots of love <3

2010-01-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

WILL UPDATE SOON :) MAYBE I'LL GO ON A HIATUS OR RATHER, LESS BLOGGING SINCE SCH IS STARTING! NEED TO STUDY AND CONCENTRATE :) HAHA YEAH OK BYE.

2009-12-29T14:18:00.003+08:00

i've just watched bandslam :) it was kinda good though. so today ive made a plan to clean/clear my wardrobe, then maybe watch another movie and last but not least go to th gym. saw firdaus joel and marcus playing soccer outside my window hahaha they asked me to go down but i dont want to ;p okay see how. ytd nite, me nas nina were planning to go BLG concert :) but i've yet to asked my parents ): i need to go, and i want to heh. tmrw would be an outing with my BB's. oh yeah i cant wait for 2010. checked my classroom on portal and thankgod its on th 1st floor <:
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got a badbadbad news ytd nite though ): osalli, please, PLEASE get well soon. we'll all be praying hard for you and no matter what, we will always be by your side. May family and friends bring you the strength, comfort, and support you need to get well quickly!

2009-12-29T03:14:00.002+08:00

after tennis rushed back home, got ready and fetched mia from her house. sorry pj for making you wait so long! singapore idol finale was hell to th yeah awesome! im having like a slight sorethroat from all those shoutings hehe but dont you thinks its all worth it? Congratz to Sezairi! :) overwhelming performances from everyone esp. charice th singer from philiphines. i got goosebumps all over when she sang haha <: saw dd and friends there too. called dad up to fetched, then dropped mia home. i dropped dead on th bed and began to sleep like a pig.

2009-12-29T01:24:00.010+08:00

Malaysia

i f.cking ate alot in malaysia like srsly ALOT. you will be seeing me spending most of my time in th gym haha hopefully :) i got to meet nadia and th rest. i miss her so damn much and we did quite alot of story telling, love her till death :) treated her to oreo cheesecake from secret recipe cause i lost a bet teehee <: ohwells, meet again soonaye

xmas eve, countdown

went to orchard with *look at th above picture* wanted to watch sherlocks holmes on that day but sadly there wasnt any seats left ): so walked around and around and around. the guys kept talking random pictures with santa girls hahaha :) okay so when th clock strikes twelve, everyone went crazy spraying those cans of foam. bought some bottles and began to spray each other + random people which includes banglas teeheee <: ohyah, not to forget cars which drove out from th carpark. went home with a super wet hair -.- merry xmas! ;D

2009-12-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

rabbits are cute :D i wanna own one, specifically a white :) hehehe okay okay i will update TONIGHT. till i get all th photos from my dad and blah3.

2009-12-21T00:26:00.012+08:00

im lazy to talk about KL and portdickson hehehe its so long ago okay (just few days actually) but it was great no doubt about it :) just yesterday i had this group of ppl christmas carol-ing right infront of my doorstep! god knows where they come from all i did was peep through th peephole and watch them sing hehe sorry no gifts O: im so bad according to someone hoho

gonna get xmas gifts tmrw :)

2009-12-12T00:11:00.001+08:00

WILL BE AWAY FROM 12-17th DEC
K.L HERE I COME, MORE SHOPPING
i will miss all of you, no not all, certain ppl :)
loves, xoxo

p/s: i hate freaks like you. bye.

2009-12-11T21:37:00.001+08:00

bought sch books together with mum. school is being a pain in th ass! they dont let students wearing home clothes in omg we're just buying books right -.- so sat in wira's car to get some aircon while waiting for mum. shiok man. hehehe <: naseha and dhiya got in though hahaha stupid excuse! so yeah, i just told th security guard i badly need to get stuffz from th locker (its true) but guess what? THEY FREAKING CLEARED EVERYTH IN TH LOCKER. SHIT MAN. got all my books, KAMUS, and other stuffzzzz. fretardd -.-

cabbed to naseha's house, then to parkway. spend like almost an hour in cotton on, its crazy! nas cant decide on what to get -.- fickle minded + guilty person :) bought two tees :) went to my place and brought down lappy to watch HAROLD AND KUMAR. omg that show can make us laugh like a million hahaha damn retarded. talked2 and burst out laughing real crazily. awesome.

this is what we wrote on the balloon thgy thats floating on th sea haha :)

xoxo.

2009-12-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

PAINTBALL = FUN ;D despite being shot at, and getting bruises, it was all worth it :) teamed up with.. wait let me try to rmbr... danielle mj iskandar aidil :) hahaha super fun, i likeeee. went back to cdc, then had dinner with izah joshua keith and nash at ljs. i swear they are th worst ppl to eat with! we kept laughing at this 2 people sitting behind, hahahaha they stare in th comp like straing at ..... ( go figure ) ;D and commenting and laughing like at almost everyone there hahahaha. sicko people -.- i regretted not finishing up my food, cause i was too full. too much laughing i suppose. now IM HUNGRY! woooooh -.-

2009-12-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

haha ok ignore my spastic face :) i miss camp. i miss everyth ): looking forward to paintball tmrw yay! :D right so ytd went to pp to shop with mum. there was a new cotton on shop and they sell really nice stuffz! furthermore, its one of th biggest store there. bought quite a no. of things there and mango. then went to tampines. checked out wilson and babolar rackets :) wilson was having a sale and i am eyeing on the red one, which cost .... $307. tsk so much for having a sale -.- but im still gona get it, soon by th end of this year :) hehehe lets do th begging. moving on, today met bestie at th bustop omg she's so damn blurrrrr. haha go and read her blog im lazy to type anymore. lets watch RAW now :)

2009-12-08T18:09:00.002+08:00

NEW MOON sucks. i expected so much more from it. nevertheless, jacob has a hot body <: hehehe. chilled at marina barrage, th wind there was so strong. i felt like playing kite over there :D okay wira is calling me to come down and give him th book list. ttfn.

2009-12-05T23:25:00.001+08:00

through this camp, i have learnt and experience a whole new thing all together with th most awesome people :) sya c6 will always be remembered.

2009-11-26T00:14:00.003+08:00

OMG WHY ISNT THERE ANY ELIMINATION?!?!?! I WANT CHARLES OUT MAN. SHIZZLES. AND HE SANG ONE BY U2. NO ONE CAN BEAT ADAM'S VERSION!!! HAHAHA OK BYE.

2009-11-25T14:32:00.002+08:00

IM SO HUNGRY. havent eaten anyth since morning -.- mum gave 50 to order any food i want <: yeay. hahaha okay today bowling was CRAP. had to spare for every lanes and i kept moving from right right left right left right left right! stupidddd -.- cabbed back together with wira, dropped him off at tanah merah then to mine. i'm still considering wether i shld go to class chalet ): i want to, but dont know if im free :/

This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

adam lambert (Y)
those of you who dont like him, you suck. hahaha <:

2009-11-25T13:51:00.004+08:00

Today was great! ^^ took 197 to queensway ( my first and last time taking a bus there ). it takes so damn long to get thereeeee -.- can even sleep. walked around and look for shoes, it sells cheaper there somehow <: many funny things happened hehehe. mainly because mia was blind. GET YOUR SPECS FIX LA BLIND WOMEN! hoho. bussed to bugis, and walked around bugis street. i had a headache walking there omg. so many rounds -.- trained to dover and met bro. then headed to nuh. to end off, i had loads of fun :)

2009-11-24T12:13:00.006+08:00

met dhiay and nasohaaa at eunos mrt. SURPRISINGLY, nasohaaa reached first. so unlikely of her right? must be sth wrong. hehehe went to lido to catch 2012, SUPER NICE MAN (am i slow or what) -.- but we were so kecoh inside la. talk and laugh like as though we were th only ones there. haiyayay me and naseha kept talking bout how HOT SASHA IS. HIS MINE. MUAHAHA KAY DIAM. then went to esplanade skygarden. SOMEONE was slow, just discovered it and got fanscinated. thanks to who? hahahaha <: anway, IM HAPPY CAUSE I'VE BOUGHT ADAM LAMBERT'S ALBUM ; FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT! <: it was just stacked onto th shelves. awesome. okay got to get ready, going out with mia and fea. miss them alottttt <3>

2009-11-22T01:15:00.003+08:00

OMG I LOVE THIS SONG. TH VID IS KINDA SAD + THE LYRICS ): BUT STILL, THIS DBSK SONG IS AWESOME! DHIYA I WANA GO YOUR HOUSE AND WATCH TH DBSK DISC WHICH YOU CRIED THRICE. KTHX I LOVE YOU <3 AND HERO. HAHAHA. Why wasn't I able to convey to you? My feelings that were growing everyday and night. The words begin to overflow, But I know they won't reach you now. From the first day that I met you, I felt like I knew you. And the two of us melted together so naturally. (LYRICS IN ENG) AWWWWW SWEET MAN.

2009-11-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

WOOOOHOOOO! THIS CANT BE ANY BETTER! NOW I WONT HAVE BORING SUNDAYS. TENNIS <3

2009-11-20T13:00:00.003+08:00

Faizal is out of SI unbelivable sia, HE SHOULDNT GET OUT! ): ok im hoping for sezairi or tabitha to win now. On a plus sign, Spore won against th Thais huh IN YOUR FACE BRYAN ROBSON! muahahah. cheers to duric for th goal <: another thing for me to be extremely happy about is th class which im going into, 3E2wooohooo im gona love you (: but sadly my crazy girl Shifa and Zarifah would not be in th same class ): sobzzzz. but nvm there's malay, we could catch up there heh. alrightttttttt, lets find sth to do now -.-

2009-11-18T21:59:00.004+08:00

S : Natt, hav u been replyg my msges?
S : im confused. is this natt or natt's mum?
S : Ur mum msged me frm just now? Hahaha. She type exactly like you.
S : omg! Natt i seriously tot it was ur mum! Argh! Nevm la got myself worked up
for nth. Haha.

HAHAHAHAHHAA GOT ME LAUGHING LIKE SOME MAD GIRL :D

2009-11-18T13:54:00.002+08:00

ahhh i miss them so much <3 this pic looks as though we're one big happy family. hahaha ok cut th crap out. just a quick update. monday training was awesome (: had a game of Survivor! very nerve-wrecking indeed. it took longer than i expected to end th game with kenneth. to cut th story short, i won -.- got a drink from coach. yupp then off to games. did quite ok i guess except for my sparings nevm. tuesday's training had 1 hour of theory. i still dont get th 5-1-3 system -.- why am i so slowwww? ): th other 2 hours bowled games, and adjusting to lanes. aft training ate with dhiya and chatted quite abit with coach. we saw his wife's photo on his phone wallpaper!! hahaha <: im just gona rot today. that's bout it, k bye!

2009-11-14T14:49:00.004+08:00

hello! <: there's more pics on dhiya's facebook btw. met up at paya lebar first as i had to submit my application form for senior camp :) trained to vivo and all day long i spent my $$$ on food. banquet, starbucks, ock -.- it was raining heavily so didnt get to enjoy at skygarden >:[ it was appreciation day ytd so almost everyone there got a flower. this smartass girl accidentally break th flower off from th stalk! -.- heh so tried to action2 walk to th ppl who was giving out flowers, but none of them cared to give us ): appreciated it so much -.- walked around and this lady buffed our nails. super shiny i likeeee <: hehehe trained back home and there was this couple with a baby behaving intimately damn sick pls -.- OH YAH SORRY PJ ! CANT MAKE IT TODAY ! ):

2009-11-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

farewell marat safin. what a cute ending by djokovic , "ahhhh we'll ski this winter so i'll see you there. " hahahaha :)

2009-11-12T14:03:00.003+08:00

currently waiting for my macd delivery which is like taking FOREVER... -.- its my 2nd time ordering this week. im too much of a lazybum to travel out of house to buy. yesterday, decided to trained to nuh instead of taking cab (save $$$) <: met bro at dover. i think thats th longest train ride i've been in or rather th furthest. yupp upon reaching met nasha's family and th rest. i wonder how a hospital could easily be turned into a shopping mall srsly. every hour th kidzzz+me would go down and buy 7-11 stuffzz. one day of 7-11 could sum up till 30 bucks. hell to th yeahhhh thats alot! oh yeah not to forget there's a freaking MARS RED (mars as in th choc). super cooool, cause its.... RED (: hehehe. plus, it contains half th fat compared to th original mars (black) >:] it tasted th same anyway.

kak ngah seems abit better, thats good news (: *prays*

2009-11-09T14:46:00.004+08:00

i'm pretty much bored, all i did was eat, watched videos after videos, reading blogs after blogs and see some kiddy shows on tv -.- i need spices to spice up my holidays! and i need $$$. oh yeah, i guess those who are going bali are otw there now. be back safely in one piece! zarifah better get me stuffzzz i asked her to (: heheheh. anyway, had dinner th day before ytd with nad's family (]: mygodddd i think its th craziest dinner we ever had ahhhh []: manymany laughters. and nad was going head over heels over some guyzzz hehehe <3 i better go stomach's grumbling.

saw you at th corner again <3

2009-11-07T12:04:00.004+08:00

finally back from obs <: such a relive to be back home with my bed and comp and phone and everyth else. but on a darker note, i've turn DARKER with bad eyebags and sunburns :/ one moment at ubin it was scorching hot and th next moment a heavy downpour. let's see... it RAINED EVERYDAY! oh oh oh KAYAKING WAS INDEED VERY FUNNNNNN! <:

kayak-ed with amira from campsite 2 all th way to Pulau Kekek (took us like 6 hrs) but we swapped partners as we were falling way back from th first kayak boat. so mia was with isk and i was with os. th swapped really helped cause now we're not th last but th first 10 or so (: shoulders were aching like crazyyyy. was curios on how counterpain feels like and so i applied on my right shoulder, and dayummmmm ITS DAMN EFFING HOTTTTT!

did rock climbing, belaying and also jungle trekking. since we kayak-ed from camp 2 to kekek, hence now we have to walk from kekek back to camp 2. it took us roughly around 2 hrs. SO MUCH FASTER PLS. was raining so had to walk with ponchos on lulz. i think im srsly suffering from STM. cant recall what happen anymore!! kkk bottomline : I'VE GROWN DARKER.

to serve, to strive and not to yield <:

2009-10-30T19:41:00.001+08:00

This little journey called life that I have taken, Has been like being on a roller coaster ride, But through it all, I have learned to ACCEPT, APPRECIATE & ENJOY LIFE.

2009-10-30T19:23:00.004+08:00

life has been okay i guess. got to wake up superearly tmrw since mum confidently
wanna be th first one for parents meeting. lets see bout that. mine's compulsory cause im
last 10 in class. bloody ass. pffftzx confirm butt pain sit for so long. going to mlaysia aft that.
sleeping at danish's house! wooohooo im gona play with your rabbits <3 and at night, im gona BOWL!!! (: yeay yeay yeay.
so yeah, did SHOPPING today (: im happy with my mango tops and th 3 books i bought from Times. guess i will spend my hols reading? fine, not entirely th whole hols. im already missing so many ppl after th 1st day of hols ): see you guys soon! (:

2009-10-30T19:17:00.003+08:00

i cant wait for bowling intensive training cause i miss trainings. does that make any sense? (:

2009-10-28T19:47:00.002+08:00

I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT AND I WANT TO GET HIS ALBUM ! \m/

2009-10-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

somehow, im looking forward to camp cause of th activites.
but come to think of it, camp is gona be terribleeeeeee. there wont be any toilets
for us to bath in! thats what they said. i hope thats a lie.
imagine, not bathing for 5, i repeat FIVE days?! eeewww sick.

school's a bore. watched movies for almost every period =.=
end up not watching till th end. just like th 1st part of th show.
anyway, ive made my choices for subject comb. (: (: (: yeay.

i love nina's book, "best friends forever" \m/
k gona start reading from where i have stopped.

2009-10-24T10:43:00.003+08:00

GMH = GIVE ME HOPE

I was diagnosed with a severe mental disease about a year ago. My boyfriend has put up with all of my paranoia, anger and odd things that I do. When i told him he should leave me because it wasn't fair to him, he said, "If i can't take you at your worst then i don't deserve you at your best." His unconditional love GMH.

2009-10-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

woke up early, and dad sent me to ecp for cross country.
walked all th way (: you dont expect me to run right? heh
didnt play any beach games, i was too lazy to, yeah.
after wards walked all th way to pp and had lunch there.
had no idea where to go so decided to go my house, after which to
amira's then to maryam's. watched jennifer's body which was disgusting
and fired up! (: totally enjoyed it.

SLEEPING DAY. slept for almost every class. wasnt feeling too well ):
during sci a relief tcher came in and told us some thinking ques.
super lameeeee pls =.= what else? SLEEEEEEEEEEEP.
right, so aft sch went to maryam's house again but this time
we decided to watch a gory movie, Sorority Row.
that wasnt th goriest though. next we watched a non-gory
show, bring it on (: two thumbs up! th guy was hotttttttt. heh

it doesnt come in easy...

2009-10-21T23:31:00.003+08:00

oh great, tmrw's cross country ):
i really dont wanna run.

im confused of which combination to take ):
2 pure, or just 1 ?

i kept thinking school's gona end this week ):
another 1 boring week ahead.

should i quit sta or not ?
you can have a piece of cake, but you cant eat it.
i cant have 2 good things altogether.
i gotta sacrifice at least one of them.
desicions can be real tough
im just gona listen to what my heart says,
and it said " i really dont know "

2009-10-21T23:08:00.006+08:00

this week has been pretty tiring.
just yesterday had a trip to th zoo for wildlife sthsth program
we had to guide and lead p3 kids around th zoo explaning+showing all th exhibits :)
they were so adorable pls. plus super hyperactive.

th kids figuring out th location of th exhibit :)

afiq with th kids, hahaha

to fill you more, afiq was th one who layan and explain to them
almost EVERYTHING. hahahaha

today was th trip to th national museum ^^
it wasnt that bad actually heh.
WAIT HOLD UP! i embarassad myself there ): so it was kinda bad.
not gona tell what happened, certain ppl knows
im sorry for what took place ):

on a brighter note, it was fun walking around with atiqah, shifa, zarifah
laughed a whole lot bout th songs we heard in th earphones there :)

colin asyraf and safeel were like kicking at us
(look at th shoe beside shifa) hahaha

goodnight world.

2009-10-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

PICTURE OF TH DAY :)
see la who take th pic, heh

met bestie at bedok mrt, as usual i was late, for 1/2 and hour :)
trained down to orchard walked around got tired and hungry
and ate at macds. some weird ppl kept staring at us like nvr see ppl
eat burger before =.=

got bored of orchard and decided to cabbed to MARINA BARRAGE
and it was a grave mistake getting into a cab pls
th driver freaking dropped us at ESPLANADE and we were totally lost.
pathetic as it is, we sat at th sidewalk with th expression
i-am-lost-and-i-need-help kinda look.
aft hearing from one security guard how far it was, we just
chilled at th sky garden =.= no choice...

was thirsty so went marina square to get a drink from starbucks
dhiya introduced me to caramel frappe
i only like th caramel but not th drink heh
it tasted coffeeish = not my cup of tea :)

okay goodnite and gdbye :)

2009-10-16T17:35:00.006+08:00

ohmygod. my science = total failure )':
i've studied for so much but th outcome was this little, sighhhhh
heartbreaker btol. maths was okay, lit was great! ( first time passing, minus th retest)
then what else uh? ohyeah, MALAYYYYYYAY! it was so unexpected to get an A (]:
wooohooooo! dreams do come trueeeee. HAHAHA. so getting mr shafie as my oral
teacher wasnt THAT bad afterall, heh. oral : 35/40. total happiness!
then we have, erm... english. satisfied with paper 2 (: got an ice cream stick
for getting a grade B and above. lols. oh and art ive got 68/100 (:

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spore flyers trip was cancelled on thurs which means i could go BOWLING!
so th plan was trained to dhiya's house, get changed/eat and take bowling bag.
soon after, cabbed to my house to take my bowling bag and off
to th alleys. it was super ramai that day and kecoh habis.
training started off slacky cause we just had to take a house ball (5 pounds!)
and worked on lifting/hooking with two fingers.
then off to two/three/normal steps and finally games
only played th first 3 frames which was spare-spare-strike ^^
while playing ate bella's NIPS. (not nipples, but a choc) haha
yeah whatever (:

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early in th morn, had maths ict AGAIN. sucha lame enrichment ohgod.
i was still a noob at it so mostly was done by shifa heh
sci mr leck came in to go thru' physics answers.
read readers digest for th whole period, wasnt bothered to listen
f.t slept for quite some time, super tired ttm.
aft sch met mum at tamp and bought loads of stuffs
first, SEVENTEEN MAG. (DEMI ON COVER PAGE) ! (]:
slipper at charles&keith, cotton on skirt, mango sweater ^^

going mlaysia tonite till sun, bye peeps! <3>

2009-10-13T23:33:00.003+08:00

2009-10-13T22:35:00.003+08:00

Went shopping at vivo. definitely had a hard time settling on a place to go,
from boon lay ( mia suke ) to serangoon to chinese garden and finally VIVO.
bought some accesories at forever 21 and Six ^^

for today, went over to maryam's place and had a day of scary movies
watched the uninvited, coming soon and 1/4 of tiren.
during one of th shows ( cant rmbr which one ) , i got shocked and in turn
spilled coke on myself plus maryam's sofa heh sorry! ):
aft all those real crazy shouting moments, used th comp and played taiti.

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what is a students forum?! i am 110% sure its gona be pathetic and boring
have to attend it with dhiya, god knows whats going to happen tmrw.

currently chatting with dhiya, naseha, hirzi, pj and hasbi.
results tmrw, i hope its sth pleasing to th eyes (:
luvs.

2009-10-12T11:59:00.002+08:00

go ahead and till your head and see how spastic we were ^^

heh i am superduperultra bored so i decided to post vids.
well here's another one (]:

kay dah enough
gotta get ready now, going out with lovely people.

2009-10-11T23:07:00.003+08:00

Going around johor looking at terrace/bungalows can be really fun plus nice ^^
went craze over horizon hills with cousins cause th house overlooked th golf club.
there's also TENNIS courts + park, how cool is that? (]:
i hope my parents will either get horizon hills or D'serambi or East Ledang. either one.
at night ate seafood, can still taste th food in my mouth, heh. super nice.
went to metrojaya and got myself some cute necklaces (:

getting back to my antm now ^^
byeeeeeee.

2009-10-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

jalan raye was fun! (: went a total of 6 houses, i think? cant rmbr.
it was so sweltering esp walking in thick raye clothings and heels,
which made th journey to each house more painful. so much for planning to go
20 houses eh? hahaha time was so tight. and i realise that most coackroaches
loves to wander under th block. damn irritating, kept jumping to avoid them.

more pics on fb (under fea's profile)
baibai.

2009-10-08T22:08:00.006+08:00

art prep work with fea&mia

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER (]:

HAD A FUN TIME OVER THE PAST FEW DAYS, LIKE TODAY

ATE AT BAGUS WITH CLIQUE

WENT TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY CARDS

I THINK I DID RELATIVELY ALRIGHT FOR EXAMS ^^ (pls get me into Amaths+purebio+combined) *prays hard*

GOING TO JALAN RAYE TMRW. YEY!

yeah just a short update cause i barely remembered what happened during
exam periods (stm)
(]:

just talked to bestie otp, i miss you alot! haha vivo beb. ^^

2009-09-29T18:52:00.001+08:00

shall be back after the exams
peace.

It's crashing down on me tonight

2009-09-29T18:24:00.003+08:00

Exams started ytd ): cant wait for evryth to finish! then its fun time! (]:
on monday had eng and m.t paper1. sth bad happened during eng.
had nose bleeeeeed, the feeling was really suckish :/
th invigilator didnt gave me extra time wth.
so i kinda wrote crap for th ending, like really lame ending.

right, aft tht went to my house to study with amirah fea mia.
aft mia left, me and fea were like doing REALLY SILLY BUT FUNNY stuffs heh
i love amirah's fast/slow recording (]:
will upload th vids once i get it.

oh today had malay oral and it reallyreally sucks
th ques was : Apakah benda penghargaan kamu?
i answered keluarga and like 3 more sentences, THAT'S IT!
plus i added ALOT of "errrrm ape ah?" omg. i have a feeling, i'll fail.
aft sch th same thg went to study at my house.

sighhhhh.

2009-09-26T21:44:00.004+08:00

Besties <3

finding for a cab was hard

dhiya stingy dont want give me ):

dhiya's house

obvsly its a fake ice-cream

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY :
we both (me and dhiya) got chased by a crazy lunatic out-of-his-mind
person! he was like doing "cacat" faces at us and his body language
told us as though he was gonna skin us alive.
we ran away as fast as we could and hid ourselve in a shop nearby.
hahaha damn scary. :/

2009-09-25T19:05:00.006+08:00

hello people (]: lessons today didnt started out so well!
there wasn't any music maybe because mr ali didnt come? im not very sure.
and so, guess who's there to relief us? it's none other than MS WONG (omg)
give us a break will ya'? every free period, well almost, you will come and teach
us HISTORY?! free periods are suppose to be fun ): guess not anym, thanks alot! irony.

then it was maths, went through past exam years paper.
next was science and we had a class test. pretty well done i guess? hehehe ^^
i was so awake and attentive for Malay today (]: YAY. used to be a full-time slacker.
the reason for th change is because i aimed to get an A? hahaha sounds almost impractical
but you'll never know till you try it, right? ^^

went down foyer to take rda group photo. strolled back slowly to class with th intention
of getting to skip th whole of f.t but nah, tcher was still inside.
ms ho drew lots, and those names read out must go to this mid-autumn festival thgy.
i was mumbling to myself, "not me.. not me pls.." and POOF!
my name was called out first =.= call that unlucky, i was begging ppl to go and take my place
and so yuerong th awesome swapped with me (]: thanks!

im beginning to think more and more.

2009-09-24T18:59:00.006+08:00

i seriously have no idea why some people just have to add oil to th flame, and make th smallest things matter so much. dont they know what they're doing affects other people as well? I CANT BE BOTHERED ANYM. do whatver you like, i've completely washed my hands off you. Dont disregard this matter purposely, pls dont be a complete moron, instead stand up for what you did and ADMIT. th more i think bout it, th more i hate looking at yr pathetic situation. alright, enough say.

2009-09-22T20:40:00.008+08:00

RAYA WAS FUN! (]:

so on the first day went to mak long, kak lisa, kak rab, cik idah, and my house.
it was super damn kecoh evrywhere we go haha but hell it was awesome!
kept eating at every house, well most of it was forced :/ omg damn fat i can
feel myself getting heavier. SAVE ME. kkk my house was th last, so evryone
left at 4 am, was damn tired my eyes were as thin as a string.

danish and amirul irritate me so much i felt like slapping them (chey!)
they ransack every single thing (well almost) in my room and say crappy stuffs
like i dont use lipstick, instead i use a crayon =.=

second day went malaysia (]: MORE FUN. kakak saline's house was th best!
karaoke like mad, played with danish and qistina's rabbits. guess what they
name their rabbits? JACKSON&SNOW WHITE. hahaha kids... what do you expect?

oh oh at nite went to mak ngah's house to play mercun! it was enjoyable [:
then we make fireworks but sadly there was no PopPop ):<
its been so long since i played that. slept at 2 am or sth yeah.
stayed up late to use nadia's laptop which is super slow! esp. in facebook.
today which is th 3rd day, continued going to kak ngah's house
so as you all can see, i've skipped sch [:
even if i were to go, i wld be like a zombie in class so what's th use of going right? ^^
hah came back sg around 6pm then sent my bro to woodlands mrt

yeah, I MISS ALL YOU PPL IN MLAYSIA ^^ see ya'll on nov/dec (]:
p/s : nadia, starestarestare, picture failure! hahaha and we missed seeing them
just now at kak ngah's hse! noooooo ):<

2009-09-15T18:48:00.007+08:00

Just a quick update [:

saturday went for ssl support marcus,abner,wiratha, hedhir
it was fuuuuuuuun because i got to see manly monkey&tree
for dhiya, she got to see her charcoal! HAHAHA [:
kay mr hamzah sent all of us back and when dropping abner,
he was so blur to th power of million la, forgot to take his bowling bag from bonet
HAHAHA then walk off like nth happened like that =.= tsktsk

chevrons, jurong > bugis > national lib. > airport > simpang
went airport with dhiya,fea,mirah,alysha,isk,marc to "study"
well we actually played uno most of th time, heh heh
yeah thts for sat. was super tired after walking so much.

sunday went comex at suntec to see i.t stuffs
and all, but didnt buy anyth for myself [:
then rushed back home to meet marilyn for a game of tennis
felt so great playing ^^ hahaha then gymed for awhile, yeah.

monday
first day of school! it was a complete boredom pls =.=
cme had to act out th kind and gracious skit, WAH CAN DIE
was so unprepared and team was laughing all th way hahaha
m.t cikgu gave chance for nt doing hw ^^

tuesday
p.e played floorball and i got hit with th stick directly at my .... =.= !
damn you. during english was super hype, had vocab quiz [:
MY TEAM WON WOHOOOO, MOSTLY THANKZX TO YUERONG (L)
yeayy, haha okay each got icecream stick, and thanks again to shifa
for giving me yr icecream stick = 1 more sticker to starboard [:
bowling was awesome! spared quite alot, accomplishment ^^

2009-09-10T12:11:00.005+08:00

YES! RAFAEL NADAL WON! GO RAFA! WOHOOOOOOO :D
talked to marilyn otp hahaha morres, norres, torres lol
will be playing tennis with her this sun, YAY! after so long, finally back to tennis.
and i cut my hair =.= there's not much of a diffrence, just shorter and thinner
hahaha im left with just 1 more online quiz, which im gona do it ltr
sooooo goodbye sucky quizzes! [:

alright i will now watch funny videos, to kill away my boredom
gdbye.

2009-09-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

" Life is always moving. Stand up and rise above the rest with passion in your arms and fire in your heart. Dare to dream, dream high, dream ahead. It is the game of winning!"

from now on, i wana study hard to achive what i had in mind, i wana get into
triple science, yeah. all th best for eoy's everyone! :D

2009-09-07T20:37:00.000+08:00

sent it on is a really really nice song :D the video is just plain awesome.

Send it on
On and on
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts the fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it Strong
Shine a Light and Send it On

[:

anyway, princess protection program made me cry ):<
hahaha dont really have a choice cause its too touching heh.

"Beauty emanates from every word that you say"

Bowling pics.

2009-09-07T12:30:00.002+08:00

yeyy i love bowling [: hahaha okay that's random.
anyway, i thought of going back to sch today to take my maths
homework home, which i dumbly left it in school locker/class.
so as you all know, i am sick=no mood=lazy to go sch
so yeah, here i am sickly blogging =.= anyway,
teachers are ridiculous, giving us homework after homework aft homework
HOW TO STUDY LIKE THIS ?!?!?! TELL ME. sighhhhh

ohwell, gona drown myself into musiccccccc now [:

2009-09-06T11:44:00.000+08:00

Bowled ssl ytd together with marcus nick mitchell (N M N M team!)
dhiya supported us, thankzx bestie! haha and lets go support for th
following weeks, yeah? i was in high spirits when i saw ..... :D

right now, i am feeling terribly terrible ):<
my flu worsens and breathing seems like a difficult task to do
damn, I HATE BEING SICK !!!

2009-09-04T21:49:00.004+08:00

YEY! ITS TH SCHOOL HOLIDAYZX!
TIME TO ~~RELAX!~~ STUDY AS MAD AS A LOON!
i dont think i'll be feeling any fun during th 1 week holidays
there's sucha big pile of hmwrk!

1. Maths w.s (probability)
2. Maths tb review qns
3. Maths wb chapter 6
4. Maths quizzes on ace-learning =.=

MATHS ALONE IS ALREADY KILLING ME ! *screams*

5. Malay test paper
6. Science wb act. 27.2
7. History project, science project
8. remedial remedial remedial (AHHHHH)

how wonderful, boooooooob.

kay, i wana watch WWE [: gudnite.

2009-09-03T21:10:00.000+08:00

Well erm, today is sucha horrible day :/ needless to say, slept/slack/stoned
for th first 2 free periods. I was dying of boredom! 3/4 of th class was late for art
(AS USUAL) but today damn unlucky, v.p came and knew tht we were late so she
told us to meet her aft sch. Anw it wasn’t tht bad, she didn’t really scold us [:
just told us to be on time for every lesson, and got a cut-off time for recess.

what’s worse, got a real real BAD gastric pain during p.e so I just rested at th bench
with atiqah. Teared abit though, heh heh. Hmm, went bowling afterwards where
th pain began to subside [: but bowled very badly :/ I JUST CANT WAIT FOR SAT LEAGUE!
and dhiya, thankzx for th cheer-up msg, luvluv :D

xoxo.

2009-09-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

take back my words of uploading all th pictures in th nxt post, heh heh
whoever who has th photos, SEND IT TO ME QUICK !!! [:
kay moving on, yesterday breakfast with my 6 lovely girls at SPIZE
hahahaha it was damn fun and there were so many laughter [: me likeeey.
first, it was th levitation of th can drink (A SUCCESS) and next, th
so tak perlu throwing of tissues into my ..... =.= IT WENT IN OK. pfft.

after eating and snapping countless numbers of pictures, we went on our
seperate ways. Naseha and kira went home and sooooo me mirah mia fea went
to skygarden near school to hang around
played TRUTH OR DARE. th truth questions are so gross pls. hahaha
dares were kinda funny, amirah had to say hi to idontknowho group of boyz
at th playground =.= and i had to give a "bitchy" BYE to them when we left.

had health check up for OBS just now and omg th doctor is so pevertic pls =.=
touch here, touch there. it was so tickling when she touch our tummy and near
th thighs, i couldnt stop giggling. sounds like one mad freak *does th freak sign*
EH NASEHA?! hahahaha freeeeeeeak.

kay watched spore idol and i think tabitha is damn goood [:
farhan shah is hot. hahaha! okayyyzx down to th resultzx.
watching it soon, kay bye world.

2009-09-01T00:00:00.005+08:00

went baybeats yesterday, and yeah it was AWESOME :D
i was especially glued to Anberlin \m/ . anw went with filzah and pj
but met up with hasbi and friends there. i didnt know my bro went till he
told me today =.= and he was at th stalls there, which in fact i was standing
near there, HAHA. so close yet so far, tsktsk .

reached home around midnite and i thought of doing sth fr teachers since
i did not buy anyth for them. made cards+rainbows (: but you know what?
I DID NOT GIVE ANY. hahahaha waste time only man.
okay maybe giving it on wed, ah who cares.

went back to primary sch, and found out tht mdm dalilah is pregnant O:
7 months baby boy, aww. hahaha aftwards sat around chit-chatted under
th void deck. Was so happy seeing all of them (kay not all, but mostly) :D

chatted with dhiya just now and she tried shaking her butts like th ones
in th korean music video! but FAILED (HAHA) imagining makes it worser.
kay, and then she CONNED me saying tht she's migrating to AUSTRALIA
so i was th dumb girl which buys her story only to realise sooner that it
was all FAKE. =.= thankzx eh.

i'll post th pics up in th next post plus t'chers day celebration.
kthxbye im tired .

2009-08-29T15:23:00.000+08:00

yeyy, today was fun fun fun [: woke up early and went straight to tanah merah
was th first one to reach lolzx. semangat? yeah maybe.
then took ms farhanah cute car to chevrons. wiratha got mixed up with th venues
so he played for th 2nd game onwards ):bowled with hedhir, wiratha and dhiya
anyway, i thought we did great [: YAY US.
me and dhiya was so hesistant of leaving like srsly, cause of sth la, heh heh.
I HOPE I GET TO SEE "FAR" NEXT WEEK [: hahahahaha okayzx.

and lastly, i hate cm punk to th core. jeff hardy is out of WWE noooooooo )))):
the farewell speech makes me go )))):
nevertheless, '' this is not goodbye forever, this is only goodbye for now"
i love th part when he says tht line [:

2009-08-28T20:45:00.000+08:00

got th eoy's timetable today, and yeah i can feel th stress coming in :/
its like less than a month or so (oh no) well gona really really put in loads of hard work
since my ct is like shhiiiiiit =.= maybe worser. nth compared to what i aimed for.

went to tampines with dhiya and sofea [: bought s-o-m-e-o-n-e present already.
in th mrt otw back, some ''mats'' were like eyeing on dhiya *winkwink* hahaha
and when we left they were like ''bisyarah..bisyarah..'' (bisyarah is dhiya's second name)
hahahahhaha peminat eh. tsktsk.

ohyeah, tmrw have bowling league. i dont know how i feel
excited? nervous? sad? moodless? hmmmmmmzx... its so damn blardy far
at The Chevrons, jurong =.= lucky us, ms farhanah th kind soul tcher
sending us [: hahaha

You know it's all the same
Another time and place
Repeating history
And your getting sick of it

2009-08-26T18:22:00.002+08:00

i am very disappointed in my results )))):
failed english and literature (same marks) *sighhh*
and science was even saddening =.=
but its a relieve to know tht i've passed maths.
obtained a B (: yeaaaay, finally :D

well bowling was fine, practiced spares and erm,
getting th bowl over th cloth (?) dont knw wht its called :/
and yeah i think im much comfortable now with th spare ball (:

kay i need rest, im tired
kthxbye.

Awaken my heart, awaken my soul
Awaken your power and take control
Awaken the passion to live for you

Im just stumbling'

2009-08-25T19:50:00.002+08:00

"When one door closes, another opens, but we often look
so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
that we do not see the one which has been opened for us"

2009-08-24T20:50:00.001+08:00

today was a relaxing day for me :D
had loads of fun preparing our act for cme skit
th ticketing and in th cinema part was th funniest! hahaha
okayyy so had bina ayat retest for mly and i think i could get a B (: yayyy.
during english watch a movie called VANTAGE POINT (?) sth like tht
it was so full of suspense! but sadly only watch half of it, super kewl show :D
if im not wrong th rest of th day was free periods. niceeeeeeee.

aft sch went for inter-class dance competition and yeah was kinda screwed
hah hah but im glad we came out with SOME DANCE STEPS :D
1st was 2t8 and and hell yeah, their dance was greattttt [: kudos!

And I'm juggling all the thoughts in my head
I'm juggling and my fears on fire
But I'm listening as it evolves in my head
I'm balancing on one fine wire

2009-08-23T14:40:00.001+08:00

im down with a fluuuuuu )))))):
i swear i feel like cutting off my nose
okay i havent done any hmwrk, erm except vocab (halfway done)
history = no idea how to do, lets leave it till tmrw [:

speaking of tmrw, THERE'S DANCE !!! *runs around wildly*
class still havent cheorograph on th steps and all
i think we'll all look like idiots on stage, trust me =.=
prepare to dieeeeeeee, i wana hide somewhere pls.

ttfn .

2009-08-22T15:46:00.002+08:00

Hell-oooooooo (: i am blogging because of one simple reason
I.AM.BORED. oh wait i have another reason, which is
to tell you guyzx HOW MUCH OF A LOSER ADLIE CAN BE :D
HAHAHAHA, played msn games and i won 4-1! \m/

webcammed with dhiya ytd night, haha awesome (:
she can go on doing lame but funny poses non-stop.
potential model in th making eh ? heh heh

fasting month is here (: yeay!
idontcare i still WANA GO TENNIS TMRW
its th last of th last of th very last lesson ):
actually not, haha but i'll miss it for 3 months after tmrw
noooooboooooob *pouts*

hmm, what else is there to do now?
i am still bored.

Got me feeling high,
I can't touch the ground

2009-08-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

2009-08-21T17:27:00.008+08:00

HELLO BORING-WORLD! th day started off pretty mundane =.=
during maths had to do some graphs on th computer
and we had to bring back th maths graph ws which i FORGOT
lucky ms goh never caught, despite her standing nxt to me at one point
but caught fea&zarifah and kene scolding like terok
panicked then ask zarifah help me photocopy [: heh heh

went to eat at pp with fea and mia
otw to pp some tak perlu people were in th bus
yuckzx to th power of infinity ! almost puke (chey)
then keep msging fea , STALKER OR WHAT SIA .
goandieallyoutakperlupeople *step fierce*
okayyyyyy aft eating went to diva and we had th temptations to buy
ALMOST EVRYTH ! its all so pretty and stuff.
if only i was a billionaire.. hmm.. OK dream on !

in th end bought headband,shared with mia fea kira [:
as in like 4 headbands in one set. HAHA sounded as if it was only one :/
OK OTW BACK HOME, IT WAS PURE EMBARASSMENT !!!
i
fell
down
the
stairs

you can feel th pain (ok nooooot) but yes it was pain !!!
my butt hurts , it dragged me down.
this was all because of my stupid shoes, and th stupid rain,
and th stupid wet stairs =.= IT MADE MY DAY MAN.
got up and my skirt has black patches and lines (urgh)

this day couldnt get any better! i missed my stop and had to walk
all th way back from opera estate. and this was becauseeeeeeeeee
SOFEA AND AMIRA DELAYED ME FROM GETTING OFF TH BUS !!!
thankzx eh, you both ARE THE BEST =.=

alright my stomach is grumbling :/
TOOOOO TH KITCHEN !
ttyl .

2009-08-20T21:11:00.001+08:00

gay people, tsktsk

yesterday went to see soccer finals and semi-finals ytd aft sch.
me and fea had a hard time on deciding wether to go or not
in th end PERGI JUGAK, with mia (:
trained to lavendar then walked to jln besar
i did th most stupidestdumbest thing i wish i could reverse th time back :/
not gona say it here, but it happened when i first stepped into stadium
hahahahahah nooooooooo nooooo noooo. i thought th place was empty, boooob.

so yeay! bv won (: next match we were like supporting tk with th
green balloons tht they gave. muahaha cool man (: their spirit i give 10/10 sia
heh heh heh so yeah, went back by sch bus and cabbed back cause was late, gaah.

I MIGHT BE EXPECTING AN F FOR MATHS.
i totally flunked it man, algebra ques are so difficult :/
urghhhhh. OK LETS LOOK ON TH BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE (ehem)
guess what? guess what? guess what? GUESS WHAT?!?!
cikgu said i PASSED MY MALAY (: (: (: im so happy *smiles*
woooohooooo its just awesome.
and science was afterall quite ok ^^

vera drew this on my hand during free period [:

headed to media dev. room aft sch to use th comps for awhile then
to music room (: watched 2n5's dance steps.
we were like playing netball with sofea's HANDPHONE and i think it had
alot of hard impacts hitting on th ground (more than 10 ok)
but dont worry, nth happened to her phone HAHA

And puase is coming !!! (: (: (: time to burn those hidden fatzx.
but i realise that during puase we only skip LUNCH.
you may call me slow poke or whatever but we still eat
in th morning and night (at nite eat more somemore)
hahahaha okay but th good thg puase = save $$$ !
which also equals to more money to shop during raye or somewhat
holidays :D wheeeeee ~

ok ttyl [:

2009-08-18T17:21:00.001+08:00

HEY :D
sunday had safra bay run and it was kinda ok, not that bad.
th weather is srsly a killer! walked all th way with mia and naseha
ran like few hundred metres (HAHA!) loozer yes i know
aft th ''run'' went e!hub to eat b.b.q chicken , again :D
it was awesome (:

common test has already started and i did not gave my all ):<
4 down, 3 more to go. \m/ i think MALAY IS HEARTBREAKING
i didnt know how to do like ALOT of questions esp. bina ayat :/
but luckily pribahase easyypeasyyy (:
ART IS SCREWED, YES SCREWED. didnt finish my process !%#%!#^!&*^
oh well, i hope i did 'good' enough for final piece.
even though it was coloured so crappy

ANYWAY, i wanna start solving difficult maths sums :D
ttyl.

2009-08-15T14:32:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRA SYAFIQAH ! HAVE AN AWESOME DAY !
thanks you for being such a great friend (:
ILOVEYOU MANY MANY *hearts*

2009-08-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

science test was harder then i expected esp. transport in living things :/
th class was all noisy haha (so much fr having test)
noisy = ask answers :D weehoooooo. and i think i asked alot of
questions to mr leck, but it all paid off causeeeeee i got one answer from
him hahahaha (: digestion was kinda ok but still unsure of certain questions

during m.t had to mark n.a malay paper. and now i know sth surprising
AMIRA BINA AYAT IS WOAH. hahahahaha power. better then mine heh heh (obviously)
got alot of weirdweird but funny ttm sentences from th rest haha
and after school got stupidbabi history remedial =.= i passed hist. test
but did badly (14/20) pfft. next week is ct2 :/ so fassssssst and so
goodbye outings. goodbye computer. goodbye coming home late. ):

i sounded as if i was dying =.= haha aft remedial went to tampines one
with naseha and amira (: ate at BBQ CHICKEN. there was student meal and its
so worth it causeeeeeee there's free flow of water and very mengenyangkan food (:
heh heh and we prank somebody while eating (FUNNY) hahahaha

soon naseha had to go off so decided to go to amira's house since its
still early. guess what we did? TAKE STUPID/BIMBOTIC VIDEOS and pictures :D
time check, 7 plus. it was already late then called dad to pick me up since
im lazy to go take double bus and walk. and i think i should had just taken
double bus instead causeeeee my dad made me walk like 30 mins around
th neighbourhood of bedok north in search of finding him =.=

anyway TMRW IS SOMEONE'S BDAY (: (: (:
wheeeeeeeeeeeee ~

2009-08-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

i am damn upset cause evryth i studied for history didnt came out !! wtf .
wasted effort+time ):< Moral of th story : Dont study so semangatly
next was literature test and its a 99.99% chance of me flunking it YAY =.=
i dont really know whats personification and metaphor, how great man
and we had to write an essay consisting of all those and i wrote pure crapzx

fasted today (: and again on friday (i hope so)
& THERE'S BOWLING TMRW YAYNESS ! :D
there's gona be selection fr school's league haiiiiiiyaaa
my bowling is damn bad to th corezx but i think it became ABIT better
ever since coach lended th hand guard (:

finally done ALL my overdued homeworks and yeah, left with art
i hate art and never will i like drawing . what's worst is that art
is included in common test. wtc. i shall bribe someone in doing my
flower/vegetable drawing heh heh heh *evil laughter*
confirm A1 . (chey!)

okay shall update more tmrw
goodnight.
xoxo

2009-08-10T19:33:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 44TH BIRTHDAY SPORE !!! :D

i was so semangat celebrating national day in malaysia
becaaaaaaaauuuuseeeeeeeeeeee I TOOK TH 8.22 PLEDGE !!!
but its damn cool, everyone saying in one voice heh heh
sadly, i didnt catch fireworks this year ): sedih man
eh no actually i did, well in tv =.= pfft.
when i was in mlaysia listening to national day songs
it makes my hair stand, and i felt ABIT sad not being there ):<

aft watching ndp, caught singapore idol
i could not help but LAUGH AND LAUGH AND LAUGH EVEN HARDER
till i cry (ok not to th extend but yeah tears in th eye)
th look-a-like idols is damn cute. hahahahaha!

i think im fat, fatter then ever. ytd ate 2 servings of nasi brani
then today for lunch ate soto ayam, chicken lie and half of prata *screams*
i dont know why but these few days i have BIG APPETITE. GAAAAAH!
hmmmmmms must find a way to lose weight srsly =.=
if nooooot here comes natasha th big huge giant humonguous bear
hohoho ^^

kenduri was funzx but it would be better if NADIA AND TH REST comes!
im lazy to type uh so yeah let th peekzx do th talking :D

ISNT BABY ADORABLE?! (i call him baby cause i frgt th name heh)

2009-08-08T22:57:00.006+08:00

Staring into th moon is just awesome but not as awesome.
I wanna be there. Fly me to the moon and let me play
among th stars (: I wonder how it feels like to have
life on th moon.

but please dont catch me

2009-08-08T17:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was fun (: Had macd breakfast with dhiya and ate BIG breakfast
Sadly, didnt finish it as usual, heh heh. there were loads of bedokviewians
and we all took bus 38 together
It was already 7.52 upon reaching sch (LATE) and we were locked out
but in th end th counsellors let us in cause too many of us ^^ ahah

Then had celebrations, sang songs and had a game of dont forget th lyrics
isk,os,marcus had to sing for sec twos (HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY)
all th voices so deeeeeeep one heh heh
i wonder why, hmmm.. .. ..
after celebrations, went to find ms goh hoping tht she would give my book back
AND THIS IS WHAT SHE SAID
''why would i want to give back? you so naughty''
WHATTHECRAP ?!
even though i didnt read it in class, is READING BEING NAUGHTY?
this is pure crap man, pfft.

Lets brush aside all those unhappy stuffs, and be HAPPY (:
aft sch walked to zarifah's house and i had COKE ZERO (sungguh sedap)
then mrt-ed to airport with zarifah first and then shifa and sofea joined us later
we ''did'' our music video eh ? ok truthfully, we did only 2 scences
PATHETIC KAN. heh heh heh ^^ thats not even HALF of th video la
slacky whacky man we all.

camwhored alot with sofea's videocam. hahaha i (L) th mak-salleh effects (:
damn cool ttm ^^ and zarifah spotted 6 eyecandies there (chey!)
and she even came out an idea of stalking them whatthehell =.=
to sum th day all up, it was amazing :D

we looked like bollywood ppl eh? hahaha

mak-salleh effects (HAHA!)

more peeks on faceboooooooob okay :D
ttyl lovelies xoxo

Your love is where im falling

2009-08-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

THERE WONT BE ANY TENNIS for 2 AND A HALF MONTHS !!! *pulls hair*
sighhhh ): got a letter from sta saying tht yog will be using th
courts. wtfknncb no other place uh? heh heh (step fierce)
this is bad, veryvery bad, bad ttm :/ i hope sta would be able
to find new courts. sighhhhhhhh ):

And ohyeah, ISK and OS got recommended by NFA seh
hahahaha hope you guys get in ok (: all th best yo.
i shall treat s.w.s.n if you get :D
wheeeeeeeeee ~

history + pw + sci + art + eng = boring !
so what im trying to say is, thursday lessons are all uninteresting
erm except for m.e. Played a mix of volleyball/badminton/soccer (haha!)
tiring, but burn fatzx (: heh heh
Im kinda satisfied with my maths test (: 21/35 (lots of careless mistakes)
could have gotten 35/35 seh. HAHAHAHA thts a total lie =.=
unlike someone which got a single digit no. for th test. hahaha!

bowling was great just now (: praticed our release then played games
evryone seemed to bowl alot better today *claps*
coach is damn mean calling us (dhiya bella and me) names =.=
dhiya = bamboo pole (HAHAHAHA!)
me and bella = pyramid
and i have to do swimming ): (advise from coach) wth.
i think by th end of 1 week become like cadbury already pffft

UH HUH UH HUH, early release tmrw at 9.30 ! *jumps in th air*
gona have macd breakfast first thg in th mrng tmrw with dhiya dearest <3
yeay.

alright, i think im done here
:D
ttyl.

i dreamt of your voice, last night.

2009-08-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

hello world :D just finished up my art except th flower2 part (i have no skills in drawing flowers)
heh heh heh. im so glad tht mr weeee is not teaching us maths
anymore (: but on a darker note, MS GOH TOOK AWAY MY STORYBOOK !!!
i was just merely opening th book, NOT READING. and she took it away =.=
im hoping she would give it back asap. urgh ;/

during dnt we had to build a bridge with 12 straws which can carry
3 pepsi cans (filled with water duh)
me and shifa scothtape like dont know how much till one whole
role of scothtape finished heh heh (: but we managed to
build a strong one. hahaha (:

ohyeah, on tuesday had bowling. and bella finally came ! ^^
as usual she is irritating heh heh heh (:
kept talking and craping and talking and craping
anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATANAH ! (L) i shall poke you tmrw
till you cant bowl. hohoho :D

okay off to hit my science tb (:
heh okay byebye.

You said, you wouldn't let them change your mind.
'Cause we're here, together fire melts the ice.
Our hearts are both on overdrive,
Come with me let's run tonight.
Don't let,
These memories get left behind.

Like a child running scared from a clown

2009-08-02T01:23:00.004+08:00

BLOGGER IS BACK :DDD

Went ION orchard and omg its damn big, i swear i would have gotten lost if i was walking alone th shops are all superb (: but their location are damn weird
cause it was on B1, B2, B3 ( i thought B stands for basement = carpark ? )
looooool okay. i guess not. i wanna go there again !!! anyone? heh heh

I AM CURRENTLY HAPPY :D you should know why by now.
if you are dumb, let me tell you why. I GOT DEMI'S NEW ALBUM (!!!)
elated ttm (x1000000) wooooohoooooooo! thankzx mum, love you (:
as soon as i got into th car, i forced my dad to change his damn-boring-not-to-my-liking disc
to Demi's ^^ and hell yeah it wasnt a waste of $$$ buying. i got a feeling my dad enjoys it too (chey!) ahah

outside wisma atria, there's a group of amateur ppl dancing to spore's past national day songs
i shall tell you who these group of ppl are
they are BAPOKS omGay. one of the ''ahgua'' (idk how spell) put fake boobs sia =.= wtc.
damn disgusted, plus they werent dancing they were just clapping and moving their legs
but i kinda pity them (chey!) cause loads of ppl laughed, so paiseh la. tsk tsk

Anyway, i wont be in spore on national day, how sad ):< got a kenduri in mlaysia
nevertheless i get to see my cousins (: i miss hanif, tisha, nadia, sara, nasha, wira,amirul and many more so much. i wana play bunga api, i wana play with fire plus leaves, i wana play
badminton, i wana play kejar-kejar. remember how we use to play? hahaha (:
*feels like a small kiddo now* (HAHA!)
okay i wana read my book while listening to demi songs (:
goodnight evryone
xoxo

my stomach screams just when i look at you

2009-08-01T17:34:00.004+08:00

studying with amira ytd was a sucess :D woohooo
i think im suffering from stm, pffft
got mixed up with my tuition timing and i thought it was today
so i woke up early, and was wondering wht took th tutor so long to come
and realised tht it was actually tmrw =.=

so decided to just study since i already put all
my books outside (semangat tuition) ^^
science is getting all perplexing esp. the digestion
and transport in living system (I NEED HELP!)

listening to daughtry's new songs now
all damn nice (: heh heh
ok actually im suppose to go down help
my bro set up th bbq place but im a lazybum
i just wanna go down when fooooooooood is ready (:
hahaha what a glutton. pffft.

okay, i wanna get my chocolate HL drink right now
its waiting for me ^^
ok bye !

2009-07-31T14:04:00.004+08:00

Currently at media resource room and obviously
am blogging cause my blogger at home is
going on strike =.=
suppose to do english powerpoint and yeah, im NOT. hahaha
slacking like nobody's business B)
going to study with my bitch, amira later on. yeay!

okay so today is mr chua's last day in sch, teaching
us science ):<
sad. cause his class can do anyth we want (slacky whacky)
so we gave him a 'THANKYOU' card.
hahaha, what good students he has (:
hehehe

aft sch, played soccer for awhile in class (FUN WOOGAY)
hahahaha sofea damn rough like boy ahh, hehe
jeffrey came not long aft and played togethr.

bowling ytd was crazyyyyy no words can explain
did ball swinging and now my hand is aching like hell ):<
during th swinging, we must stand in finishing positions

and hold there while coach asked us random qns related to bowling and geography =.=

i cant even answer one. hahaha

one of them is a dumb qns

coach : How many 1 cent coins can fit inside a piggy bank ?

Us : 1000 ! 10,000 ! 1000000 ! (hahaha)

in th end th answer was ''depends on th size of th piggy bank'' =.=

we kept laughing and laughing throughout th whole training.

so fun (: ahaha

WEDNESDAY

GAYS ! hahaha

so th trip to th zoo was kinda fun. had wild hunt, and its
SRSLY WILD. ran here and there like mad people, woooots
and came in third. guess what's th prize ?
.
.
.
.
.
A PATHETIC POST-IT STICKER =.= damn lame pls.
so much for running, and breaking into sweats
just to get a position.
kay im lazy to talk about zooooo-boooooo anymre.

2009-07-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted

xoxo

will do a proper update soon.

2009-07-27T20:41:00.003+08:00

TRIP TO THE ZOO WAS GREAT (:there's this program called SPH Wildlife buddies, and i think its cool B)hahaha but th bad thing was th weather started crying on us ):everyone was practically drenched wet aft th walk around i think not-even-half of th zoogoing back there again on wed, *prays hard* it wont rain again. pfft.
i used to have monday blues but i guess not anymore (:CAUSE YOU KNOW WHY?we had freaking 3 HOURS of free period :Dand one of th relief teacher who came in srsly made th class burst into laughterth r.t was like WHICH IS THE MOST POPULAR BRAND FOR HANDPHONES? and afiq went like DUREX !!! (HAHA!)then she started asking who's th naughtiest and th class pointed at her =P hahaha

i think thats enough for today, gt to do my assignments (: ttyl lovelies.

2009-07-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

I WILL AND MUST GET HER ALBUM BY THIS WEEKEND :D

2009-07-24T21:19:00.009+08:00

HELLO. firstly, maths sucks. secondly, i think PAINTING IS AWESOME plus FUN and DIRTY. i cant believe i actually stayed back for 4 HOURS(including play,slacking,laughing,resting,eating) to finish my art pieces! omgay im so kental. (HAHA) so me zarifah shifa went to paint our fruits at th back of th classroom since th girl guides wana use th room. idk if we're painting on th paper, OR th floor. like srsly, th floor is so damn dirty after we finished it with patches of paint here there and everywhere including one of th chair. (HAHA) ok, so at one time we decided to paint our nails (no life) and this is how it turned out to be

pretty right? ^^ (yes, very)
hahahehehoho

shifa started being mean to me, and did *above* to me, painting my leg, hand and ALMOST my face. kebabzx.
hahaha

so enough fooling around, back to serious business (chey!)

admiring th beauty of art, woaaah .

2009-07-24T18:20:00.009+08:00

School is bearable, but not so cause i tend to get sleepy very often ):< On a brighter note, i got one of th highest for hist. test (: *smiles widely* :D hehehe. and it got better when we dont have to do stupid 'show and tell' for PW (: instead, we did some activity which trains our memory lols, and mini-treasure-hunt. MY GROUP (me fea asyraf afiq omar) WON!!! wheehoooo (: and we'll be going to th zoo this mon and wed, yey! yes sofea, il be meeting my cousins(cousins=animals in th zoo) =.= afterwards was science(slacky time) didnt pay any close attention to whatever leck said hehehe tmrw's th test. omgay die die die ! i hope i pass, at least. Art was boring zzzz, just had to stand outside fr th whole time cause didnt do work (3-quater of th class) haha. 2e3 \m/s man. m.e is fuuuunzx cause didnt have to run alot (: last 15 mins hide ourselves in th toilet. hahaha lazy play games. next was english, where we did new south wales paper. SO DAMN HARD I DONT UNDERSTAND LIKE TH WHOLE THING. wasted my $8.50 =.= well had no other choice, have to take. pfft. so aft sch, went for babwee maths remedial =.= wait, it ISNT even remedial ah, give us paper to do only but never teach. fug. quickly finish th paper then headed to bowling for some theory. signed a contract (chey!) which says lots of stuffs like for eg. must be postive for all trainings and so on. did goal settings, watched videos, and look at inter pri sch results (damn good) hahaha. ohkay ok. im so dead cause i have not study at all / havent do dialouge mly / havent do maths / am not prepared fr maths/sciecne tests tmrw. im gona start in 10 mins time (hopefully) so yeah, ttyl (:

2009-07-22T19:33:00.001+08:00

i cant post properly, its all SCREWED ! damn .

behind your eyes, i know your lying

2009-07-19T14:52:00.003+08:00

national orange ribbon celeb. (:

me, zarifah and atikah was appointed to help out at
'bhangre de sitare' (i think this is how you spell it) booth
th young indian boys damn cute la
i think age around 4 (?) yeaaa
i got really annoying answers from ppl when i ask
them to drop by th booth for eg, '' i dont like these''
WTH =.=
haha ohkay chill

met up with athena and prudence for lunch at kfc (:
then trained down to eunos to meet th rest of rhya's
norc was kinda ok
while making th lines fr mm lee to come, saw mr mano
hahahaha
fyi he was my pri. sch principal
talked for awhile then suddenly out
of th blue saw _______ .
so damn happy (: (: (:
even zarifah agrees, hahahaha

reached home at 8 plus then did tuition hwrks
slept at 2am ^^
hahaha
ohkay, gtg for tennis now
ttfn .

2009-07-19T12:48:00.002+08:00

watched this movie last friday (:
it was scary but not th scariest hehe
some parts were damn gross esp. th worms eeeeks

yey , love all of you B)

anw HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAFIIE (:

i am a la.zy.bum. to blog now
just finished 2.5 hrs of maths tuition (!!!)
my brain almost popped out trying to solve
those intricate equations ):<

will update again later , tata .

2009-07-15T20:50:00.004+08:00

I HATE MATHS , I DONT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING
@%#@^!&&^*%##@%
i hate th teacher too
stupid fretard carebear which 'wow' th class
with his oh so awesomezx
sweat shirt
#@%#^$#&$@%&%